its the 8th

Happy Birthday, you.





I would say this to you, and more, if I could.

Should I, should I not? =/

conversations

today, I was reminded how we used to communicate through our blogs and MSN nicks.



is this one-sided? give me a more sure sign will you?

So hard :(

Woke up to your new Whatsapp status this morning and am wondering what in the world it means :(

Its horrible not knowing what's going on so I can't even decide what to do about us. Or at least I'm hoping against hope that things may have a different meaning, that in my mind I'm blocking out the obvious piecing together of everything that has happened - how I waited STUPIDLY for your wishes on my 21st, Christmas and New year's, how I've been there EVERY 15th STUPIDLY waiting, why you would be awake at 3 in the mornings, how even your old blog is protected from me :(






Dear heavenly Father, thank you for hearing my prayer - to guide us each to the right partners for us. Difficult as it is now, I pray you increase my faith and trust in you, to believe that you have someone prepared for me. Help me not to take things into my own hands, but to trust that you are my all-knowing and loving Father, who has everything planned out for me. Grant me the strength and comfort I need during this time, Lord, and bless him and her if all these is true.




Give me a proper sign will you? Let me know if I should give up on us? :(