havnt been here for the longest time.
not cos i've forgotten or gotten over what happened. More because im really scared to think about this. every time i come im overwhelmed with feelings.

memories of the past, questions about the current, about the future.

we were definitely a beautiful memory to me, i wonder if it is for you too. i wonder if you have questions you wanted answers from me. i wonder how you're doing.

im sorry i've let you down, i sincerely pray for the best for you.

and for myself, i pray God guides me through my decisions.