Back to blogging.

Went through our old blogs n I was just overwhelmed with emotions. I miss those times..
How could I have felt so much then n not feel anything now?

I want to love you again...

Day 1

Swollen, puffy eyes -- Check
Mountain of Tissues -- Check
Empty Inbox -- Check.

So it all really happened. Just slightly more that 15hrs ago. M still wondering if I did the right thing to give us a break. Cos ironically, m missing u soo much now. But its probably cos im not used to singlehood.

Thinking bout it, this actually has got so much positive side to it. Passion's running low on both our sides, only natural from all the lack of time tgt. And just thinking bout us being reeeaallyyyx65392 good friends now making me a lil scared, in a good sense (: Motivated would be a better word I guess. Motivated to do things that might bring back passion/romance/whatver u call it back into this relationship, make me, you fall in love alll over again (: N unlike before, M feeling so much more relaxed thinking bout how to go bout doing it. Think a huge part's cos I've told u bout it, n it all turned out soooo well. (:

Also, this break should give us more time to think bout what we want. We'll be experiencing soo much more -- u in army, myself during internship counselling youths, sitting thru couples and families counselling sessions.. Somehow I've got this feeling it'll help us appreciate each other even more.

Sides, M feeling so much more carefree just being a reeallyyx57498022 good friend, never know if this might just improve my relationship with ur family (:
Haha this is funny. Im so hopeful (:

So anw, this blog's gonna be a platform just for me to reflect and think bout us, probably show it to u oneday (: Honestly, M finding it so hard to believe ur.... faithfuless and want to commit. I must be insane to trust u'd stick by me, but somehow I just do. n I thank GOD sooo much for blessing me with u (: Oh yeh, cos of u, comes the blog name TheLuckiestChick. How many girls get soo fortunate to take such a break from a relationship hm ? (:

<3